kiranpragati

Something aches is in your heart, for real. And then at that moment you lose yourself. Each and every piece that you ever collected from your broken self is vulnerable again. And now you want to continue nomore at this very moment.

Your sadness that to for no reason is engulfing you. This feeling of nothingness even when you know that you own so much within yourself, is making you drown in the ocean of insecurities and doubts. This feeling of numbness often knocks the door of your soul and is today with the advice at your door, “Why don’t you die.” Numbness and sadness cause your body to do nothing and you are failing recklessly but you still not wish to get up.
You know happiness isn’t a goal. You know Sadness, Numbness, Happiness are not just emotions, it constitutes a life of a human being, sadness followed by happiness or numbness or vice versa. You know if you are sad, you gonna be happy again.
… but when sadness or numbness constantly takes place in your life leaving no clue that where happiness could have faded, it’s makes it really questionable that are your emotions and feelings normal?

Happiness is not the smile, the laugh or the joy. What I believe and I may or may not be wrong but you know that the happiness is true when along with joy, it fills that moment with tranquility I don’t know if my words are true or exact but I wish happiness that not only constitutes joy at the very same moment, that makes you forget every blues, makes that numb soul touched by happiness in the most beautiful way, just for one moment. That will not last forever but it will exist and that feeling will exist. Hey, Are you deprived of that feeling? So am I

-Pragati.