I’m sorry mother I couldn’t be
What you expected for
I fell in love quite a few times
couldn’t be the topper of my class
I couldn’t take care of you when you were sick
I just despised you very much
I didn’t wanted any of your costly love
You put a price tag on the things that meant most to me
I’m sorry mother
I still can’t be
What you are expecting me to be
There’s a light that I crave and it’s behind the mountains
And that mountain is far away from you
But close enough to where I want to be
I know mother that you think
That mountain is high enough for me
But believe me
I’m gonna make it
I’m sorry mother I’ll keep disappointing you
For a few more years
Until one day you’ll be proud enough
To see me between sparking lights
And when you look at me, you’ll see
ever since you gave birth to me
I wanted this
It’s gonna be soon when you’ll realize
this was my ultimate destiny
You’ll know you are gifted more by the universe than what you expected him to give
And everything will fade away into ecstasy
Your disappointments will wear off
And you’ll love me again
And I’ll love you again too
We just have to wait for that day
And that day is coming soon.
Till then
You hate me
And I’ll hate you…
– PRAGATI KIRAN
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